Monday, May 08, 2006
The one person i truly respected, did the unexpectable. The end result: I feel oh so ashamed.. I've come to realise that even the strongest person is able to fall. All this time ive looked up to you, and now i can barely face you. Im disappointed. I feel disgusted just looking through your smses. Never have i imagined.
Ah! My one and only.. It feels great being able to hang out with you, laughing our asses off everything juz like best frenz.. I dont remember being this close to you when we were just frenz.. It feels nice.. We can talk abt anything and everything.. Laugh abt ourselves and at each other.. It's a different feeling altogether..
I dont know whether i made the right choice. Ive hurt so many people in the past and i dont wanna repeat what i did. I love you. Somehow its like this rare, hard-to-come-by event just entered my life and there you are. Someone just like me. The both of us walking back home together, though tiring, but i get to know you from the inside to the outside. We're like superglue. I can never last a day without you.
I gez this is it. This is not like the typical relationships i used to have. It's time for me to change my way of handling a relationship. Youre different. This relationship is different. And i love that difference. That's what makes it all so special. All that you giave me, im gonna give it back to you. No more self-centeredness, no more taking but more of giving. Im not gonna be pampered anymore. Things are gonna change.
I.Love,You
Doll thrash! I love you guys! We really united as a band last friday..! If this goes on, we're gonna rock the stage for sure! :D
I've learnt to put confidence in myself and to stay happy always. in that way, i can play better and concentrate so much more.. Thanks for the advice. Im happy because of you and the band.. We rock! Wooo!
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